Wednesday, January 31, 2007
My Life FLasHez in 5 Seconds
Man ke nemidoonestam Injoori mishe , midoonestam ?
Aslan koodoom aadame aagheli age bedoone paaye marg o zendegi vasate, hamchin kaari mikone ? oonam bekhaatere 10 taa doone khomeyni !
Kal Kal shod.
Goftam man toole in Estakhr ro zir aabi miram.
hame zadan zire khande, Ali Esfehooni goft : "Haji, age rafti. man 10,000 Toman Jiringi midam behet". ye zeri zad dige, nemidoonest ke man kholam. manam nemidoonestam ke enghad kholam; na ke nadoonamaa, kheili kalle khar baazi dar miyaaram, vali hich vaght too estakhr az in kaaraa nakarde boodam. Poole moft didam o labbeyk goftam. Ali Esfehooni ke Azme mano jazm did, dastpaache ezaafe kard : "Haji, Age Baakhti yedoone Haayda baraam bekhar". ghabool kardam, ensaafan miarzid, vali man ke nemidoonestam injoori mishe, age midoonestam ke omran nemikardam inkaaro.
az aab oomadam biroon o raftam oon sare estakhr, nafasam gerefte bood, chon ghablesh Handball baazi karde boodim. ye lahze mikahstam pashimoon sham o bargardam, khodaayish ham ziyaad bood, ham man tavaanesho nadaashtam. Ali az oon tah daad mizad : "Bikhial, Biya Haaydaaro bekhar o khodeto khaste nakon". neshoonet midam !
ye deghighe havaa gereftam o yeho paridam too aab. hamishe aadat daaram khodamo miresoonam kafe aab, nemidoonam che kermiye, natanhaa komakam nemikone, balke goosham ro ham be dard miyaare. vali ehsaase khoobi behem mide, ehsaasi ke kheili doost daram ba farshe khoonamoon dashte basham, vali nemitoonam. tikke tikke kashiyaayi kafe estakhro doost daram bebinam, albate shaanse man inja kafesh kashi nadasht o aabiye badrangi tamaame raah mano hamraahi kard. vali motmaenn bash age vasatesh ham midoonestam ke injoori mishe, hamoonja az aab miyoomadam biroon o ye haaydaa mikardam to shikame Ali Esfehooni !
vali khob, ta vasatesh raahat boodam, yani raahat ke nemishe goft, nafas kam nayovordam, az oonja be bad bood ke sakht bood, har yebaari ke paa mizadam zire aab, ye ghadam be piroozi nazdiktar mishodam, hesse khoobiye, na ? khodamo koshtam, residam be tahesh, ham be tahe estakhr, ham be tahe zendegi ! shayad ye hamchin shocki baraam laazem bood ke yezarre majbooram kone be kaarhaam fekr konam, vali aslan entezaaresh ro nadashtam injoori behem vaared beshe !
residam be tahe estakhr, oomadam baalaa o nafase amighi gereftam,
Yaadam miyaad ye seri hooraa keshidan,
baghiyeye chizaayi ke didam, hich rabti be estakhr, aadamaaye toosh, va yaa mohite atraafesh nadaasht,
Khoonamoon tooye karaj ro didam,
Shabi ro didam ke pedar bozorgam fot karde bood,
roozi ke Automata oftaadam :)),
va yeseri haadeseye bad o khoob ( aksaran bad haash yaadame, chon tarside boodam ) ke hamash az jeloye cheshmam rad shod !
too tamaame in moddat ke in tasaavir ro mididam, sedaaye tirbaar too goosham bood, shayad vase khatere hamin bood ke hamash tarsnaak be nazaram oomad :-??
Bekhodam oomadam, Ali Esfehooni Poshtamo gerefte bood, motmaenn boodam ke 4 5 Saaniye ast ke az aab oomadam biroon, bachehaa dashtan midoyidan samtam. Saman goft " Kheili Ahmaghi, fekr kardam Mordi ! Cheshaat sefid shod !"
khodam bavaram nemishod, az soorate vahshatzadeye bachehaa bohtam gereft o belakhare fahmidam chi shode !
Nemitoonam begam chi shod. shenidam ke ghabl az marge aadam, tamaame zendegiye aadam miyaad jeloye cheshmesh ! Motmaenn nistam ke margam reside boode bashe; chon man hamishe baavar daashtam ke tamoom shodane zendegiye man be daste khodame, oonam too 35 40 saalegi ( harchand alaan ham taghriban be daste khodam mibood :( ) .shayad ham faghat khoon be maghzam nareside boode, ki midoone ? Vali ye chizi az oon moghe taghir karde, ehsaas mikonam ye forsate dige daram, beghoel oon yaroo ke esmesho nemidoonam too oon filme ke esmesh yaadam nist "Emrooz rooze khoobi baraaye mordan nist".
Kholaase, Mikhaam beram soraaghe chizaaye kamkhatar tar, masalan ... "Counter" Sharti ! :))
Payaame Akhlaaghi : Pool Cherke kafe daste !
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Adaptation, The Poisonous Sweat
Sobh az khaab paa misham, rooye paam ghermez shode, ye seri chize sefid ham roosh chasbide, shabihe gache divaare, baghale takhtamo mibinam, dar toole shab hey joftak zadam be divaar. divaar taghir karde, dige saaf nist, tikke tikke rangesh rafte ; vali age roosh kaar beshe mesle avvalesh mishe.
3 rooz pish otaagham ro morattab kardam, mesle dasteye gol ; alaan too tavileyi hastam ke hamechi toosh hast, 2-3 joft cheshm ham too taariki daaran negaaham mikonan. Otaagh Taghir karde, dige morattab nist, aashghaal dooni shode; vali ba 5 deghighe vaght gozashtan mesle avvalesh mishe.
Neshastam oonja , pesari ke 2-3 dafe ghablan oonja didamesh miyad mishine kenaaram, azam mikhad 2 3 ta beyt sher baraash benevisam, mige "mokham tatile, chand ta shere sangin benevis". chand ta sher barash minevisam o midam behesh, azash miporsam baraye chi mikhaay ? javab daad "vase maraaseme tadfine doostam, shabe aroosish too raahe taalaare aroosi, baa zanesh too mashin boodan, tasadof mikonan, darja jofteshoon mimiran", Taghiri ke hichvaght bargashti nadare.
3 rooz pish otaagham ro morattab kardam, mesle dasteye gol ; alaan too tavileyi hastam ke hamechi toosh hast, 2-3 joft cheshm ham too taariki daaran negaaham mikonan. Otaagh Taghir karde, dige morattab nist, aashghaal dooni shode; vali ba 5 deghighe vaght gozashtan mesle avvalesh mishe.
Neshastam oonja , pesari ke 2-3 dafe ghablan oonja didamesh miyad mishine kenaaram, azam mikhad 2 3 ta beyt sher baraash benevisam, mige "mokham tatile, chand ta shere sangin benevis". chand ta sher barash minevisam o midam behesh, azash miporsam baraye chi mikhaay ? javab daad "vase maraaseme tadfine doostam, shabe aroosish too raahe taalaare aroosi, baa zanesh too mashin boodan, tasadof mikonan, darja jofteshoon mimiran", Taghiri ke hichvaght bargashti nadare.
mitoonam 10000 ta dige baraat begam, be tedaade 10000 hezaar roozi ke bayad too aatishe jahannami ke vaase khodam saakhtam sar konam.
Mitooni taghir ro bebini ? tahammolesh hichvaght raahat nist. aslan ki hast ke az sharaayete felish raazi bashe va taghir ro doost daashet baashe ? harki mige doost daaram, dooroogh mige.
Bedoon golam,
age royaaye shirine doostimoon ye roozi tabdil be kaaboos beshe, motmaenn baash ke ye fereshteye paak az khaab bidaaremoon mikone.
baraye bazi chizhaa , forsate bargardoondan be haalate avval hast. haalaa mikhaay baahaash besaaz, mikhaay baresh gardoon be haalate avvalesh.
Rest in Peace
